in the end it all works out.

it's amazing how movies and other events in your life speak to you. it's surprising how they seem to be exactly what you want and don't want them to be. i just finished watching 2 movies and i must say, they spoke to me in so many levels which eventually brought me to the decision to make this my last entry on this online journal. i have my reasons which i will no longer elaborate on. anyways, it has been a fruitful several months of blogging. i had fun. but it's time i get disconnected...

to all who went here, thanks!

m considering another option after graduation...parang gusto kong magMA and PhD in Industrial and Organizational Psych. wala lang..bigla ko lang naisip..i'm also considering becoming a clinical psychologist...Ma'am Rosel inspires me a lot..she's fun..oh well, i still have a year to decide..:D one thing's for sure though..im not working yet after i graduate..:D

weekend na!!! almost..:D it's time to unwind...time to meet new people....:D

random thoughts

* office work may not be that interesting
* players are players (bumalik nanaman ang bad impression ko sa mga basketball players..)
* wen you expect the worst and it does not happen, masaya..
* masyadong mabait ang mga tao
* yung iba di masyado
* gusto ko na tlgang magsummer
* i want to move to Laguna na..
* it's sad coz i won't be able to teach the kids on May
* when will i feel completely secure and contented kaya?
* its difficult to control biases
* last day na ng Lovers in Paris
* practicals na naman sa bio 11 tom..
* i badly need a massage, facial, pedicure and haircut..

Can i scream? Can i? Can i?!??!?

why? here's why!!!

* there's some domestic problem in the neighborhood and we're mediating it...(may natulungan nmn kme)
* my sister's dog attacked me!!! some red patches sa legs and hand ko..(di naman dumugo..)
* i broke my sister's f*ckin' phone...i asked around and the freakin' cable costs 3K!!! Dammit!!!(good side: mina agreed to pay a thousand bucks..sabe ko nga 2K na lang eh..abuso! hehe..)
* i went out then when i was about to start the car, ayaw!!!! (church peeps helped me out. thanks kuya memo and tito jess..i've gotta learn how to jumpstart a car..inutil ako pagdating sa car..hehe..)

GRABE!!! the world's conspiring against me!!! why oh why?!? i swear tom's gonna be better....humanda yang bio 11 exam na yan..bubuhos ko lahat ng gigil ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but the nice thing is..even though i feel like i want to hurt someone by pinching his/her cheeks until he/she hits me back, i still manage to smile...maybe because i keep telling myself, it's just money...i can earn that...Lord, help!!!

someone give me consolation!!!!! arghhhh!!! bad trip tlga to the nth level....!!!!

ANY SAMSUNG PEEPS out there?

**pasaway tong ASAP Mania..ang kulit ng Hunks..with Willie and the jokes...haaay! life may suck sometimes, but what they heck..isang joke lang...can make me laughing so hard na...TuGSh!

not much..ang bilis ng panahon, before i know it feb na..tas bday ko nanaman..tas christmas..tas graduation na..tas bday ko nanaman..nasan kaya ako after that? sana still in school...

i could see the future in a blur..pero there's still so much uncertainty..minsan nakakatakot..sometimes, i think it's exciting..in one personality test i took, i found out that i am the type of person who's used to routines, in making plans. It's sorta true but i try to deviate from it a little. Ang dating kasi parang napaka-mechanical ng buhay ko. Day in and day out lang...that's why sometimes, i do something crazy things, maiba-iba lang...

i don't know where life will take me for the next N years..but i leave it all to Him...kasi He knows best...

in the end, ang tanong...
SINONG NATANGGAL SA AMAZING RACE AFTER THE FATHER-DAUGHTER TANDEM?

i went to my parents' room kanina looking for sweets. i ended up with 2 stuffs; a pack of oreos and their wedding album. i commented on the pictures then i asked how much they spent. my mom said, my dad shouldered everything. then i asked my dad. he said, it was all his money. i was impressed. ehe..imagine, di umasa sa parents si daddy. sa bagay mei point. then i asked him bat di nila split yung expenses. my dad said, that was the tradition daw and he was more than happy to do it. haay.. aliw! sana ako din magkaron ng disiplina mag-ipon for the future. not that i want a bongang wedding pero diba...yung thought na when the time comes, (if it comes. im not too worried about staying single forever nmn e.) you have the money, you're stable. that's very reassuring. well, syempre better kung yung partner mo rin dba.

bat ba toh ang sinusulat ko?! wehehe...anyways..hmmm...

it's leslie's birthday tom 01.21.05

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE!!!

although i know there's no chance you're gonna read this..haha..

i just got off from chatting with a friend. la lang..to all of you out there who are attached, stay cool about your partners. things will work out. don't worry too much! girls, lapit na ang valentines day. why don't you try to do something different? kayo naman mangsurprise sa mga bfs niyo. (unsolicited advice. haha. i know! i just have so many ideas i can't do)..kung kelangan niyo ng ideas, hehe..send me a message! :D

aww!!! i'm so hooked on Lovers in Paris!!! ='( im always teary eyed after every episode...ewan ko ba..sobrang natotouch ako..kahit di nmn ako makarelate..haha...

friday na tom!!! yay!!! :D

there's so much movies i want to watch. i don't have time and the money..hehe..to watch them all sa theatre so im just gonna get dvds.

* national treasure
* ocean's twelve
* the incredibles
* shark tale
* amelie
* kung fu something (they say it's really funny)
* panaghoy sa suba
* elektra (aww! jennifer garner!!!! i love her!)
* plus seasons 8-10 of friends (sobrang gasgas na ang seasons 1-7 namin from watching!)

i woke up at the right side of the bed this morning. maybe that's why i suddenly had adrenaline rush to do a lot of things. i gave our 3 dogs baths. i watered the plants. i washed my(?) car and even vacuumed. i cooked lunch. (okay! frying veggie nuggets isn't exactly "cooking" lunch, but what the heck?) why can't i get the same amount of energy for studying???

i'm attempting to remove sea foods from my diet. but that doesn't make me a vegan just yet. i don't know how ill ever be a vegan. i can't and don't want to give up dairy products and eggs from my diet so there...

i was watching At Home Ako Dito this morning and they featured new stuff. Like new houses, cars juxtapose second hands. I wondered when i'll be able to purchase my own house and car? i better start saving... i'm now imagining how it is to be independent. feels nice probably but while i still can live with my parents, why not?! mas tipid. hehe....

i miss a lot of people..hmm..maybe, one of them is YOU!

i wasn't feeling well today but never the less i went on with my plans. i heard mass. but prior to that i visited 2 friends in Makati. then un, i went to Greenbelt and stayed at Java Man. The panini was great. the pasta made me sick. hehe...too bad i wasn't able to read cause i was busy making my reviewer for tuesday's exam. i met bianx at GoNuts. We bought our donuts and went home. next tym na lang cguro ang kwentuhan. we were both tired.

honestly, i'm psyched at how "love & relationships" has been the topic all around not just for days, but for several weeks now. It makes me feel all tingly and sad at the same time. Ewan. ba't kasi ganun...ehe...all i know is, love is not all that matters. Magic is another important ingredient. Kung wala yung kilig moments, la yung butterflies, lang sense. It's all platonic. Mahirap magmahal ng hindi pwede. Sayang lang...sayang na sayang..tugsh!

i'm not necessarily speaking for myself although in some levels cguro applicable sakin. hehe...i'm happy and at the same time sad for my friends...sana magkaron na ng resolution

my day started not so well but ended nicely. i went out with ajin. from up, we went to my house to get the car. then we drove to global city. it was my first time at Market! Market! aion...we watched So Happy Together...it's nice..sobrang natawa ko..ehe..i've always wanted a "bakla-ng" kachums..pero la eh..im not meant to have one this early ata..hehe..aion...anlamig sa loob ng cnehan but i'd recommend it..i'd watch all my movies there if ever im gonna watch again any time soon..i didn't like the starstruck people...but i think yasmien looks like kim delos Santos...c Cogie?! oh my....la lang..baka mapanaginipan ko siya..LOL! we had waffles tas fria saw me there. she was with jobo and kristel. then un, we finally decided to eat at Terriyaki Boy. First time i saw the place not jam packed. then we had go nuts donuts. hehe..we were both full afterwards. i went home feeling tired but relaxed. sarap ng kwentuhan eh. sa susunod bakla!

general thoughts on love...

* y do you have to have feelings for someone you could NOT have?
* ano nga ba ibig sabihin ng platonic?
* bat kelangan sumunod sa mga RULES?
* bakt ba ang complicated?
* although it hurts, y do sum still take the risk? take the plunge?
* bakit ba hindi na lang maging single forever?
* if you're not inlove, less headache diba?

HAAY! ewan..sana it easy to be nonchalant about it...tugsh!!!! =P